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| wake up call, |
[Dec. 2nd, 2009|01:23 am] |
dear diary,
life has been in a turmoil for the past month.
its december now. christmas is nearing.
dont know why, but i feel least excited about it;.
in the month of november i realised many things.
be it in love, friendships, life, family, etc.
my life's in a huge mess, and im still clearing things up.
i hope everything will get betters this month.
i've realised i've been wasting my life away that i've gotta regain everything back.
19plus years of life, poof, gone.
it was at esplanade, when he told me everything, have i realised.
i wanna treasure people whom i think its worth it.
many things such as personal traits, its also time for a change.
words are cheap and plain.
but i do not wish things to crumble once again.
im trying to pick up the pieces.
& hopefully, everything changes.
i'll be happier. :)
one more week to exams, study psb friends!
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| Mei Fen thoughts to self, |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|03:16 am] |
Things happens for a reason.
& for this reason, you tend to think deeper, further.
So whats wrong with this life.
Yup, I've screwed my life up, BIG TIME.
I'm lucky to realise it now, better than never.
Not till the day where I'm banished to a state of nothing.
He was the one who triggered thoughts into my mind.
Made me ponder and think.
What have gone wrong?
Not too late. By 20, better change.
Life is not always at the peak of a ride.
Its not always rainbows and not shades of gray.
One can never know/tell what another is thinking/feeling.
Even how close/affilated, unless he/she tells you.
Through expressions, some could be told. Whether its the truth/lie.
You accept it, nevertheless, as its better than digging to rock bottom.
Then again, simple answers like, "nothing" already betrayed themselves.
Truth is reality, and facing up to reality is excruciating.
People pretend as they dont want to face the music.
They smile it off, when they feel all bitter inside.
They laugh it off, when they feel like crying/screaming.
Perhaps, everyone has their own way of expressing themselves.
Screaming, shouting, pouring out the sorrows, jumping, shopping, going crazy.
Just how long can one pretend/hold? Endurance? Fakers?
Nothing is perfect in this world.
Including you and I.
Not even the "perfectionist".
But you have a way with me.
You make me smile,
cause butterflies in my stomach,
made me think, matured with me,
taught me things, know the world,
realise/admit to human errors/mistakes,
& many more.
Your words ring in my head, at this moment.
I will treasure what I have and do what I can.
To prove, to show, as action speaks louder than words.
I will give you what I can,
& I hope you could to.
I won't expect more than what you can give.
I will smile when you make me happy.
I will show my displeasure when you make me angry,
& I miss you when you're not here with me.
Simply because, I love you.
Thats me, how about you? |
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| you, |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|02:48 am] |
I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold.
I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies.
I want you to kiss me in the rain.
I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers.
I want you play with my hair.
I want you to take amazing photos with me.
I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me.
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me.
I want you to write me songs and poems.
I want you to watch the sunrise with me.
I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
I want you to kiss my nose.
I want you to wipe my tears away.
I want you to swim in the ocean with me.
I want you to tell me you miss me.
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
I want you to take pictures of us.
I want you to take me on a picnic.
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
I want you to smile ever single time you see me.
I want you to know how much I love you.
I just, want you. |
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| IMY |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|12:43 am] |
( When I'm With You )
Love this song now!
Am missing someone so so so much! ]: |
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